it's not a matter of pleasure,
it's not a matter of satisfaction,
it's only a matter of meaning.
life is only about searching for something, to give you some meaning,
to give you the means, to find the meanings.
and the more powerful a meaning you have, the more you're living.
and it's over, when you find it meaningless,
and it's over, when your meaning, is gone !
it's over,