bottom-line is, I am not going to the hospital. This whole thing is stupid. I am telling you, as a delusional person I'm pretty sure this place is empty. And hospitals are boring; they only waste your time and then you're out and back to square one. If there could've been anyone else here, in this empty land, I would've already created them. You are here alone and if you trust yourself, you're almost safe. Just don't, don't, don't go all-in -- no matter what the pain or the faith or the reason. One simple rule; don't go all-in and it keeps you in the game - a game between you and nobody else.