deliriums maybe

have you ever confused a dream with life? or stolen something when you have the cash? have you ever been blue? or thought your train moving while sitting still? when you don't want to feel... death can seem like a dream. but, seeing death - really seeing it... makes dreaming about it fucking ridiculous. razors pain you, rivers are damp, acid stains you, drugs cause cramps, gun aren't lawful, nooses give, gas smells awful, you might as well live. was I ever crazy? maybe. crazy isn't being broken or swallowing a dark secret. it's you or me amplified. if you ever told a lie and enjoyed it. if you ever wished you could be a child forever.