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It is a strange sort of pain, to die of yearning for something you'll never experience.
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- i guess what i am trying to say is i hate my romantic self, but that's the only self i wish to re-experiment. - i never got over nobody. never. - i'm listening to fog. it's the best romantic song i've listened to that matches my blood type. - if you hate yourself too much how can you accept others be your friend and like you. the answer is simple, you don't share. you withdraw. and you wait. - i feel domesticated. i feel the pig in a cage. - i have to do something, but i can't remember nothing. i don't even remember the first line of this memo anymore. - i'm a good lover, that is when i'm in love, but terrible at having or maintaining any sort of relationship. - some people cut their wounds for the good feel of the pain, and some for the good feeling of the healing. i just like the blood. - i think i like entropy. in everything. - all that i want in a girl is .. emm, worshipability, that is someone i can worship. - dear kids, if not from thom, take this from me "don't get any big ideas, they're not gonna happen, you paint yourself white, and feel up with noise, but there'll be something missing" - ps. i figured out what's my next tattoo. it's a number.